Smiles & Happiness...!!

 Smiling girl they used to call me,
 Always happy they used to think about me,,

 Yes, I used to smile & I used to be happy,,,
 Fools they were who tried to copy me but failed....

 They had no idea about the reason for my smile,
 They had no idea about the reason behind my happiness...

 I had something which they don't have,,
I had something which they can never have...


 I smiled because I had you,,
I was happy because you were all mine..

 Then some day you went away,
With you went away my smiles, happiness and the reasons behind them...


 & nw I no more remember what is 'smile' and what is 'happiness'...!!!

without realizing...!!!

I wonder why she loves him so much without realising that it's only endless pain which she Gets in return..
I wonder why she misses him so much without realising that he's no more the 'old him' whom she fell for..
I wonder why she still wishes that he belonged to her without reaising that he can never be her love once again...
I wonder why she still goes crazy for his smile  without realising that he had stolen all her smiles..
I wonder why she stillwanna hear his voice without realising that she would end up in tears if she  hears his voice...
I wonder why she wants himto come back without realising that she was the one who ended this painful relation...
I wonder why she let him stole her heart without realisingthat some day if he walks away he wont be returning it to her...
I wonder why she thinks that she cant move on without realising that he had already moved on....
I wonder why she let her heart and mind fall so much for him without realising that someday he would hurt her from his heart and remove her from his mind...
I wonder why she still wishes to see him one last time may be because its been 4 months since she last saw him and she's scared of the thought that she can never see him againatleast once in her life....

& finally i wonder why she says that she hates 'love' so much without realizing that she still loves him like an idiot..!!!

To a writer...

I don't knew why but I have this weird feeling that 'writers are the only best humans alive on this planet', I have dz feeling from a long time.In my view a writer can be any one,the one who writes lyrics of a song or the one who writes stories.I believe Writer is the one who knew the art of playing with words.I jz wana dedicate something to all of those writers, the one whose writings I have read and the one whom I have to read...to every 1 ..dz z jz a small token of love for u all....hope u accept it...;-)
  You write what i love, or should i say its the magic of your words which made me fall in love with what you write...
  you write lyrics of songs which touch my heart...
  You write reviews which  introduce new books & movies to me..
  You write love stories which have been my secret fantasies..
  You write humour which make me laugh..
  You write quotes which describe what is life in a single line..
  You write motivating books and articles which always inspire me..
  You write blogs which help me learn new things,make new friends & which are my only company during my loneliness..
  You write news which help me stay connected to this world...
  You write information books which have all the information at one place so that I don't need to waste my time searching for different topics in different places...
You wrote history which made me know about the olden days, olden culture
You wrote vedas which taught me what is life..
you wrote bible,quran,ramayana which taught me the greatness of god...
You write fiction which always keeps me entertained...
You write, you write and you write....!!!
 
many more things I wanna say, but even this post won't be enough I guess..
  U writers think you write, but you actually rule...!!
  You run this world, without you this world can't run a single day.!!
B proud to be a writer & keep writing..you people have a very special place not only In my heart but in the hearts of Many other readers like me..!!!!

Perfect title

Hello guys,, I knew I have been changing my bog title from the day I started writing.Well, I was in search of the perfect title and today I have got it.As you knew my last title was 'dhoz random thoughts' I felt like my blog is much more than dhoz random thoughts, it's about my life Vch I write here.and that's the reason I changed it to 'life of a Lonely soul',,, lonely soul because in this journey of life many people promised me that they would never leave me alone but finally I'm here lonely though I have many friends.I promise you all this one is the last and I would never change it again.I knew you are those people who don't promise to leave me alone but make sure I'm nt feeling alone by staying connected to me through my blog.
Well, even I'm nt perfect guys.People hurted me even I hurted people.But today life has taught me it's actually meaning.I just wanna share every thing with you so that you don't make the mistakes I did..Give me a little portion of your life(your time, by staying connected to me through my blog) I promise you I'll keep you in my heart forever..                
                 With lots of love
                      Pari ♥♥♥

Her story..!!

She looked into mirror
  Traces of makeup, dried lips, kohl spread around her teary eyes, undone & messy hair was all she could see..

She looked around her room
  A big teddy bear, few love letters, a ring, photos of him & her when they were together, dried red roses were all she could see,they were the presents he gave her when they were together...

She closed her eyes
  A boy and girl holding hands, smiling, cracking jokes, laughing, seeing dreams was all she could see.She realised that the girl was herself and the boy was him...

She opened her eyes
 She could see
 A girl with scars on her hands,
A girl whom every one hurted & changed her to a girl who hurts others,,
A girl to whom every one lied and changed her to a liar,,
A girl whose dreams were shattered and then she learnt to destroy others dreams,,
A girl whose heart was broken and finally she learnt the art of breaking others heart,,
A girl who was 'a good girl' once upon a time but finally was changed to a 'bitch',,
A girl who was smiling on outside but was dying inside,,
A girl who was lost and was waiting for him to come and find her,,    before she closes her eyes forever...!!!
    

Shattered dreams..!!

I saw dreams, dreams of you, dreams of us...♥

Every time I saw a couple,I was sad, Sad that being in so much love with each other we never get to hang out like them because you stay miles away from me,,,
  Then I dreamed that someday we would stay together in our home ♥♥

Every time It rained I felt like to run to you, hold your hands and walk with you in the rain but you were miles away from me,,
Then I dreamed that someday we will be walking in that beautiful rain when all other people will be under their umbrellas♥♥♥

Every night I went to bed, I wanted you to be beside me,wanted to hold your hands and talk to you the whole night instead of sleeping but we were on different beds and in different cities,,
Then I dreamed that someday we would be on the same bed and have endless conversations holding hands♥♥♥

Every year when it was your birthday, my birthday I wanted to celebrate it, cut the cake with you but you were miles away from me,,
Then I dreamed that someday we would cut our cake together and celebrate our love♥♥♥

Everytime you were sick, I wanted to take you to the doctor by myself and take Care of you but you were miles away from me,,,
  Then I dreamed that someday I would be with and make sure you never get sick ♥♥♥

Everytime I thought of you, I felt like to see you but you were miles away from me all I could do was to to look at your photos and talk to them,,
  Then I dreamed that someday when I miss you all I have to is dial your number and I could see you in minutes♥♥♥

The distance was never a trouble for me, because I believed my love was true, our love was true,
I believed that if not today someday all my dreams would turn to reality for sure,,

I didnt realise how idiot i was, i never thought that some day life would throw us on different paths.now that you have choosen another path, the distance between us has further became even more and I have realised the reality that 'all my dreams are gonna be only dreams, shattered dreams'

How could...????

How could we change to you and me??
How could our dreams change to your dreams and my dreams?
How could our life change to your life and my life??
How could our world change to your world and my world?
How could our problems change to your problems and my problems?
How could two people who were in love change to two strangers who knew everything about each other?
How could every thing change so much??
How could...???
       How could..???
            How could..??

So many questions...but no  answers for any one..!!

There are 3 things in world which have no guarantee..
Life, China mobiles and the most temporary one 'LOVE'.

Someone said 'Dont fall in love, fall from a bridge it hurts less,,, I wish I had known this earlier..!!

& nw that I have already fallen,,, all I have is 'broken promises,haunting memories & endless pain'

My real world..!!

I act like I no more care,,,
   But u have no idea hw mad I go thinking about you,,,

I act like I don't mind when you say we are just friends,,,
  But u have no idea about the pain i feel when i accept it...

I act like I no more remember those beautiful moments we spent together,,
  But you have no idea how much I miss them....

I act like I'm not worried about tomorrow,,
But you have no idea how much the thought of seeing you with some one else scares me...

I act like I'm no more interested in you,,
  But you have no idea that without you In my life I'm not interested in life itself...

I act like I'm so strong,,
But you have no idea to what extent my world is falling apart...

I act like I have everything,,,
But you have no idea that without you everything is meaningless....

I act like I'm living life,,,
  But you have no idea that my life as already left me...

I act like I'm so happy,,,
But you have no idea that behind this smile is a world full of pain...

Studies, exams and gajini..!!

I have lots of spare time and the best way to spend this time is to turn my thoughts in to words...wow kya line banaya hai Maine'thoughts to words'..actually this is the time I should be preparing for my gate exam or semester exams but I have always been that kind of person who dials the number of class topper the day before the exam to know the important topics. So in that case expecting me to prepare for a exam which is going to be held after 3 months is like expecting rakhi sawant to tie a rakhi to baba ramdev...!!!

Well, it's the final year of my engineering in the electricity department and seems like all I have learnt during this 3 years is just 'definitions of motor, generator and transformer' but wait I don't have any supple's left behind.I can't get through all those exams with this 3 definitions.Yeah, now I remember I'm a big fan of the film 'GAJINI' and that is the only reason every semester 'I study, I write exam and then I forget'..and I guess this been the same since my childhood.yeah, I know I'm expert In maintaining consistency.

Well, till now I have never understood the actual funda of this exams.All I knew is to study some of the important topics and then write whatever you remember.I consider practical exams are much better than this theoretical exams.Seems like I'm planning to join our 'district education office' ithna bada lecture  derahi hu exams par...!!

Par seriously yaar, when I attempted IIT entrance after my +2 I was supposed to study the portion of 2 years for 3 subjects...and now for gate I need to study the portion of 4years with multiple subjects, i dont even know the exact number of subjects that have to be studied(point to be noted aptitude and reasoning also included)...for some person for whom the top floor of body is full of song lyrics expecting reasoning is like expecting a KG child to understand trigonometry...!!! But even I don't have another option, dad warned me that if I don't get through this Gate kind of stuff he will start a deal with all 'matrimony.coms' for the search of his 'best son-in-law'..I can't understand how my dad never stops expecting things from me. Even if I don't manage to get through GATE he expects that I could manage an 'unknown guy' from another planet(any one who's outside our family is reffered as he's from another planet except my 'MR.J',  our families are friends but that idiot he's so intrested in 'we are just friends' kind of fundas).I literally cant take my own water in my mom and if by ekta kapoor's grace I get a SaaS like the one's which she shows in her balaji telefilms then my life would surely turn like 'man v/s wild' on discovery channel.UFF, isse acha hai that I try my luck in gate(some one told me it can be attempted thrice)..well I guess atleast the third time I would get through it...'maata rani ki jai ho, fingers crossed'..

Sitting in my room Im writing this post through my blogger app.head set plugged in my ears listening to 'kambakth ishq hai jo' song.yea, i knew its very old song but last night i saw this song in my dream.even in my dream weird things happen.So,the next moment i opened my eyes in the morning i downloaded this song and have been humming it not in a 'koyal's voice but for sure in a 'crow's voice' who has just turned fair by applying fair and lovely like yami gautam.
well,coming back to that blogger app,we do have a 'PC' but it's in our drawing room and if my dad notices me writing something in paragraphs he would surely mistake it to be a love letter which I'm writing for his future son-in-law which would lead to a world war-3 and I don't want the next generation to scold our family by adding an extra chapter the 'world war-3' to their history text books so i better sit in my bed room on my study chair with a 'power electronics text book' and write this post so that if suddenly my bro enters my room to tell me something about his first crush I can act as if I'm studying seriously. I don't want him to think that his elder sister is on the Mobile all the time instead of studying.(I remember my dad told me bache vahi karthe hai jo vo dekthe hai) and my dad can't bear to super personalities under a single roof.So for nw me alone is enough.

But,Keeping this all aside if I find That guy who invented exams I swear on Ranbir kapoor(he's my favorite) I'm gonna throw him in a room wIth 4 Big LCD'S on 4 sides of the walls playing 'HUMSHAKALS' movie.i wonder if that guy would be from india and even if he's not no issues,I'm quite sure even a firangi would Hang to the ceiling fan if he watches that movie...!!

Logging out for nw...stay in touch..keep ;-)ng guys...!!!

Allahwaariyah....!!!

Was playing temple run on my Samsung duos today and I heard something like...'apne roote, paraye roote'....well, it was my mom sitting infront of our LCD vd teary eyes...'Allahwaariyah' from 'yaariyan' was the song playing on tv...this song made me pause the temple run and even I joined my mom..I have no idea what magic this songs have.But on hearing to this kind of music i become senti and that was the only reason behind my today's morning post. I remember I had written something like 'jungle of my life' I don't know hw I got this thought to compare my life with jungle.May be on seeing that bearded hero in that song(well, I don't even have any idea what is name is) I ended up writing such kind of stuff ...apologizes if any one had mistaken that I belonged to animal planet after reading that post. Even I'm an human being like u all. I wish some one could discover some kind of pills which could control our emotions.

Then I hear my phone ringing,,, 'I would catcha Grande for ya'...my ringtone.don't mistake its the female version of Bruno mars's original..call from an unknown number and I pick it up hoping some one had dialled a wrong number and I would irritate them but then I could hear a strong authoritative voice....I guess I have heard this voice earlier...oh shit!!she was our HOD'Head of department'..she might be in college at this time then wth did she dial my number..(I wonder she might have missed her husband in college and instead of dialling his number she dialled mine)..our conversation went like this.

HOD: why aren't you attending classes these days
Me:actually mam.I'm preparing for gate
HOD:oh really, I know very well about you.Il be coming to your class tomorrow and I want you to be present in the class at that time
ME: OK MAM and I hang up the phone...

This really sucks.I have been accompanying my mom watching those SaaS bahu serials daily and if I go to college unka kya hoga??? Well, tomorrow I have to go to college if not next time instead of dialling my number she would dial my dad's number.well, while filling the college form I wrote my number and in the place where my dad's number has to be written I wrote my friends number.cunning Im I know it.so I need to inform my friend that he might be getting a call from our HOD at any time regarding my excellent performance at college so that he practices imitating my dad's voice.

Later when I'm having a girl massaging my face at the parlour i again get a call.diwali time hai yaar i need to look good;-).I can't take my mobile so she helps me out and then I realise it's a call from 'MR.J'...it's my girl time yaar now so I cut the call in 2minutes saying Il talk to him later.again I get a text from him in the evening asking me my bro's opinion about their yesterday's pooja.well, if you had read my last post you would have known that yesterday there was some pooja at his place but I didn't go.we chat for some time on what's app later he end  up telling me some interesting stuff about my bro's first crush.seems like my bro is much comfortable with him than his own sister.he could have told me about his crush I would have surely helped him after all I'm an expert in such things..

Well,I saw something scary now while writing this post.I just noticed my dad is staring at me continuously.Seems like those bollywood movies have even effected him like me .I guess something is going on In his head.He might be thinking that I'm chating with my secret boyfriend.I wish my life was that much masaledaar yaar..need to go now before my dad comes and snatches my mobile to confirm his doubt of my secret boyfriend....:-P;-)

Gn guys,,,Keep In touch...!!!

Jungle of my life...!!!

I was wandering in this jungle of life,watering those tress called happiness,playing with those birds who were my only friends,,,
Then someday you entered my jungle and found me...

You watered my trees and the happiness doubled,, you even made me forget my only friends..

As the days passed something was changing,,
The jungle was mine but I realised that the tress and land were no more mine...

Even i was watering the same water,, but they would grow only if you water them...

I was careless, I didn't care,,, what mattered to me was the greenery but not the reason behind it...

My eyes were closed and all I could see was only you and me,
When I opened them I couldn't believe what I saw,,
I saw the leaves where falling of my trees, there was no more greenery around Me..

I tried to water those dying trees,, then I remembered they would grow only if you watered them...

I searched the whole jungle I couldn't find you,, where did you go and why did you go..
Then I remembered my only friends whom you made me forget, I realised it was too late even they have gone because of my ignorance...

I was alone and the jungle was vast, I was helpless I couldn't do anything, all I could do was to watch my whole jungle drying out infront of my eyes...

I screamed for help, but it was no use,,
I couldn't find anyone neither you nor my friends...

Then I saw something shining in my jungle, I went running hoping you were back,,
I kept on running but I couldn't reach it...

Finally I found it at the end of my jungle,
It wasnt you but it was something new which I had never seen before..

It was the outer world called sun showering its rays on me,,I was scared I had never seen brightness like this..

I couldn't bare the brightness it burned me completely,
There I was lying at the end of my jungle..

It was no more the old me,I turned to black and lifeless,,
Oh I realised I was turned in to ashes....

Even my body has left me, but I'm still alive,,
My soul is still wandering through those dried tress...

Still waiting for you....♥♥♥

Long distance...!!!

A girl and a boy fall in love vd each other...see dreams together and then something comes in between their dreams...THE DISTANCE..one among them has to shift to another place, it may be another city, state or sometimes even country...then there comes a new drama between  both of them 'Long distance relationship...LDR'.

  These days because of our jobs and studies we stay away from our loved once. Even I was among them. All my friends warned me that this kind of LDR is never going to work out.But may be I was trying to be newton, may be I was trying to propose my own theories like him..I wanted to prove they were wrong, but finally I realised that I was the only idiot who was wrong...even our relationship didn't work out. love guru says "Trust, loyalty, respect and communication" are the key to any successful relationship. The fourth one was missing in our relation which destroyed all those other 3 mantras which were perfectly existing in our relation and finally...our relation ended..!!!

But seriously guys let me tell  you one thing..,, LDRS are always beautiful. You spent months thinking about those few moments which you spent together.Spend days counting to see each other next time.Miss each other every time you see a couple together.Its stronger than those relationship in which people get to see each other daily because here every thing depends on trust And finally when the day comes when you can see each other that excitement , that feeling it can't be explained here. It can only be understood by experiencing it.

Long distance or no distance whatever it is..love is always beautiful when it's true.
But with my own experience I'm telling you this..the four mantras which I mentioned earlier they are only things needed for any relation to be successful and even if any one among them I'd missing the relationship chapter will be coming to the end very soon....

So as I'm a girl I couLD advice you what a girl wants. A girl want her boy to respect her, trust her and be loyal to her and last but not the least she needs his time. Grow up guys if you really love her spending some time from 24hours is really not a big deal...!!!

All those people who are going through tough phase in their relationship but still wanna make it work, you people are really lucky that you are still together, you are still together because you are still In love guys. Don't take chance work on it and I'm sure those old times will come back for sure..!!
ALL THE VERY BEST ....!!

The cloudy disaster...!!!

A lil of my photography skills...!!!

Clouds in the sky yet no life for these trees....!!!

Fix this heart

Sitting alone I think about u, I think about us..
All those moments which we spent together, all those dreams which we dreamnt together,,
Do they mean nothing to you today..??
   Tears have been my only friends and loneliness has been my only company..
Nva did I imagine that life  without you would be so much hard for me....
    I thought you were like the sky who will always be with me no matter what happens,
But you came like the rain and went away....
    I cry loud at the peak of my voice, hoping you would hear and come back to me though I knew that your miles away from me and can never hear me..
    I thought you were my prince charming and we would write our fairytale,, I dint knew that one day you would go away and leave our fairytale incomplete...
    Without you every new day is a challenge for me, I wonder how would I spend my whole life alone without you...
    Too much sorrow and too Many tears so hard to bear for this little heart...
    Little heart I say and I look at it, but its nt in its place, where did it go..?
    Then I remember u stole it one day saying you would take care of it, but you were a liar and I was a fool to believe you,,
You broke it and gave it back to me...
    So hard to live with this broken heart please come back to Me and fix it before it takes its last breathe...!!!

   
   

The 3 mistakes of my life

"Mistakes"....well can any one here tell me the actual meaning of this word..
What does committing mistake actually mean??
Does it mean...breaking rules??
Or does it mean breaking hearts♡♥♡??

Well...my definition of mistakes z "breaking our inner soul"..
Lemme explain..every time we wanna experiment something new we question ourself 'shall I go ahead or shall I quit...is this good or bad?'..in such a case our inner voice responds to our questions .if it's good it's all ok. But in some cases the answer might be 'bad'..our inner soul warns us that if we continue what we want it may harm or hurt any one or you may end up hurting yourself.
Consider an example.sometimes we humans act selfish.we end up doing some things which we are not supposed to do.with our whole knowledge we knew that doing something like that is wrong but still we end up in such a mess. All this happens only because we ignore the warning of our inner soul...that is the reason I said "commiting a mistake is breaking our inner soul"

As every thing in our lives have its own negatives & positives. Even mistakes have two sides.a bad side and a good side.
Bad side as we all knew committing a mistAke we have to suffer its consequences sooner or later...
But the good side is we get a second chance.mistakes help us humans to become better persons.
As some one said"reaction to the mistake is more important than the mistake we do"..we should move on in our live by forgiving ourself but not by forgetting what our deeds have taught us.

Even I have done mistakes. Or should I say many mistakes. And the worst part is I have taken the help of lies to cover those mistakes and then one day every thing became mess. I got struck I had no option except saying the thruth. People were hurted, trusts were broken, and what was I doing at that time...as expected I ended up feeling guilty..and at that time I questioned myself..why did I do all this? My parents had always taught me what is right What is wrong..I knew every thing then why did I choose the wrong path. Well, I had no answer for my questions at that time. But today I knew the answers.
'Without those mistakes I would have never been what Im today"
It's only the results of those mistakes which helped me become a better person today.

When the first time I read chetan sirs novel "3 mistakes of my life" I never thought that one day I could relate it to my life . Lol..:-P
Well..I wanna confess here...it would make me feel a little better.they are the 3 important persons in my life and im that idiot who hurted the only persons without whom I can't even imagine my life
My dad...my mom and he...
*when I was in my 12th std I did some things which hurted my dad a lot. I apologized, he forgived me and things were ok.
*1 year back I hurted my mom...I didn't apologize but as you all knew..maa tho maa hothI hai..she forgiven me.
I try many times to apologize to my mom, but u dunno what it is which stops me from doing it.I jz hope some day I might do it
In the first to cases they were my parents so it's obvious..no matter what their children do parents forgive.I didn't learn much from those two mistakes. I guess that is the reason god blasted a damaka in my life.
*I ended up hurting him the love of my life.but this time it wasnt my dad or mom to forgive me easily.it was him.i apologized to him so many times, so many arguments, so many issues and then today he had forgiven me but not completely.But as we knew leave everything to time.even im doing the same.I didn't do anything deliberately but chota mistake or bada mistake..mistakes are mistakes.
And when we realize that some one is hurt some one is harmed and we are the reason for their sorrow that is when we experience a new feeling in our life 'Guilt'
    As some one said 'love is the beautiful feeling one can experience,,, in the same way the worst feeling any one can experience in their life is guilt'
It's so dangerous that it can kill anyone...we get struck. We start loosing our self confidence, self rescept, start doubting ourself if we have to be named As bad person. but I just thank god that I got over that feeling. The most important thing is I learned how to forgive myself, how to make better decisions in our lives because as abhishek bachan Ji said that an idea can change your life i have learned that A single decision can also change or effect your whole life.

These 3 mistakes have thought me many things importance of patience,trust, hope etc.
Through this post I just wanna tell you guys that mistakes are a part of our life. Learn to learn something from them and forgive yourself and move on...and
Last but not the least don't ever forget...

"Mistakes are done by all, but only fools repeat them again and again".....we are not fools dear..

Note: image taken from Google images cover page of chetan sir's novel '3 mistakes of my life'

First love..♥♥♥

I was happy with my life.I had best buddies, a sweet family and every thing a person needed in their life to be happy..

    But then he came in to my life♥...
He gave a new meaning to the definition of happiness in my life..♥

Suddenly,, I started seeing every thing in a new way....may b it was cz I fell in love with his ways...♥

I was always a tomboy..but suddenly I started spending my time infront of mirror..started looking cute only for him,,may b it was cz I fell in love with the way he looked at me...♥

I was always a bulakkad,, but suddenly my memory became so sharp..may be because I loved to remember every small thing we shared..♥

I was always in love vd sleep.but suddenly late night chats and calls were only thing I did every night...may be cz his words had some magic on me..♥

I always liked white colour..but suddenly I realised there many other colours....may be cz he filled colours to my colour less life..♥

I always loved to hang out with friends for a while...but suddenly I started feeling to hang out with him for my whole life...may be cz having him next to me became my only happiness..♥

I was always never interested in biology....but suddenly I started to Google about "heart"...may be cz every time I saw him my heart would start racing as fast as a cheetah.♥lol..;-)

"His love was were I was falling ♥♥& I din wanted him to catch me"

All those love songs and bollywood movies never made sense to me..but suddenly I started feeling like "pehla nasha pehla ...naya pyaar hai naya intezaar,, lol:-P
& finally
"I was lost in love,,, his love♥♥♥"

"Unspoken feelings"

We talk sometimes to knew about what is going on each other's life...
And u end up asking me if I have met any one....
And at that moment I wish that I could tell u that..

its only you for whom my heart beats even today
   It's only you whom I see in my dreams
It's only you who is the reason behind my tears
It's only in your arms I feel complete
  It's only you with whom I wanna spend my whole life..

   But I jz end our conversation saying "me and love are like poles..we can never stay together even if I want to".....hoping that you could understand that I'm still not over you...still waiting for u to come back..
  

An unexpected twist

This post is a part of write over weekend an initiative for Indian bloggers By Blogadda

He was mine & I belonged only to him,
We were crazily in love with each other...

Our mobiles were busy all the time,
No one dared to disturb us any time..

We saw dreams,, dreams of our future,
Promised to be together till our last breaths...

Never in my worst nightmare, I did imagine myself without him,
But destiny has written something else..
  The day came when we became the strangers who knew every thing about each other...

But as some one said "when something goes wrong in your life,, just yell 'PLOT TWIST' and move on

I kept moving on with many experiences..some of which are sweet and some of which are bitter..after all life is all about ' ups and downs'..'twists and turns'